Work troubles

I haven't posted in awhile and this was because I've been going through a lot. Works been totally crappy the last month which was the main reason I started to blog. I've been in buck loads of trouble for the most random things.



I haven't been okay with how I was going about things but it was still happening. I'm probably just tired or maybe there is something else causing it...

I have never been okay with change. I have always hated the fact that things change. Don't get me wrong, there are things I would consider good change. BUT the events that have been happening has really gotten me thinking... Am I really doing what I love to do?

This makes me question almost everything.

First question is "What is it I really want to do?" I know that I have always wanted to be a teacher and a trainer. It was fulfilling and I used to love what I do but I feel that I'm getting affected by people around me and I ain't as happy as I used to be.

Let's go through it step by step... Salary isn't as sustainable as it used to be. It might just be that my lifestyle has changed but it has to I'm getting burned out and the only way I can stay sane is if I drink alcohol.

As I said I like to drink. Beer, whiskey, brandy, vodka, gin, lambanog, you name it I'm sure I'd like it. I used to be able to go to my favorite Karaoke bar and pour my heart out escaping all the troubles I have to deal with. It may have just been for a couple of hours but I was able to.

Now, it ain't as easy. Hopefully September would be more promising. All I can do is be more optimistic and try to stay happy.