Bad Dream or Vision of what is to come.

Last night, I dreamed of fighting with my head boss at the office and being replaced by some male MF who didn't know what intonation was. I felt this might have just been triggered by a company planner I had felt he didn't want to give me. This was a planner exclusive to Team Leaders and Trainers.

First weekend of 2012

Currently, here at Calamba, Laguna at Private Pool the Family rented for the day. We got here at 6:00 and we will probably stay here til' 12 tomorrow. 

2012

Wow! What a year!


2011 ended so quickly and though we may think that it had gone to soon, others think that it's a chance to renew. Being given another year to pursue one's dreams, to make a difference, to go out and make something of themselves. 

Happy Christmas? Not really...

"Before you start blabbingand complaining about something, think about the things you'll be saying. Especially, when what you are getting is a gift and when the person who gave it is right in front of you."

I spent the whole of last week fixing up the gift I'll be giving my team at the office, I even concocted a plan to be able to get thier size. Everything was set for the big day and I was so happy. Little did I know it was going to be more disapointment.

Too much Glee???

"Too Much of Something is bad enough,
But something's coming over me to make me wonder,
Too Much of nothing is just as tough,
I need to know the way to feel to keep me satisfied" - Spice Girls


Last night I had a really wierd dream.

But, before I go in to the dream, let me explain what I've been doing the past weekend. I had always been a fan of "Glee" but haven't been watching due to my schedule and I haven't really had time to watch. This weekend, being that I was sick and I wanted to rest, I decided to watch the episodes I didn't get to.  This went on the whole day of Saturday and Sunday.

Last night, I dreamt I was back in High school and we were having our annual Choir concert. When we used to do this we would sing old songs. Pretty much the same kind of songs they sing on Glee. What was weird was that it felt so real and I was portraying the role of Blaine.
too much Glee I guess, but I ain't gonna stop. haha

Hung up on the Black Party

      Last night, I wasn't sure where I was going to party. Since it was the weekend before halloween, there was a big street party in Malate, Philippines and I had been invited to go with a couple of friends. I so wanted to and was really excited. However, there were a couple of questions I needed to answer before I could.

Friends or Bitches in sheep's clothing?

I recently had to decide to let go of a friend. This was due to a lot of things which we weren't seeing eye to eye with. It was getting to a point where we were basically being very foul with each other.


Don't get me wrong, I ain't rude. If a person asks a question I will answer if I know it. I don't ignore, I avoid. We had shared a lot together and I was very much enjoying this persons company, but it got tiring. Not because of being too demanding but because EVERYTHING was getting totally and utterly appalling. Work, Family and Friends, I had no idea what was happening.


I knew I was changing but I figured my friends wouldn't tire of talking to me about things they wanted me to change. BUT for someone to tell me that they are fed up with talking to me about it was horrid. 


I had always thought friends would be there no matter what, but I have recently receded and worked on being more intimate with one than with many. I noticed that I had a few I would consider "quality" friends and most just bitches trying to be close.


Past few weeks, some peeps in the office have noticed that I am usually with my good friend Sol and that I go home early or at least leave the office early. This is due to restricting myself with being too close with people who would end up hurting me in the end.


I am getting to a point, where I want to delete my Effing' Facebook account and quit my job, just to avoid all the drama. But then again, drama is my middle name.


Need to rest and forget about all this shit...