I recently had to decide to let go of a friend. This was due to a lot of things which we weren't seeing eye to eye with. It was getting to a point where we were basically being very foul with each other.
Don't get me wrong, I ain't rude. If a person asks a question I will answer if I know it. I don't ignore, I avoid. We had shared a lot together and I was very much enjoying this persons company, but it got tiring. Not because of being too demanding but because EVERYTHING was getting totally and utterly appalling. Work, Family and Friends, I had no idea what was happening.
I knew I was changing but I figured my friends wouldn't tire of talking to me about things they wanted me to change. BUT for someone to tell me that they are fed up with talking to me about it was horrid.
I had always thought friends would be there no matter what, but I have recently receded and worked on being more intimate with one than with many. I noticed that I had a few I would consider "quality" friends and most just bitches trying to be close.
Past few weeks, some peeps in the office have noticed that I am usually with my good friend Sol and that I go home early or at least leave the office early. This is due to restricting myself with being too close with people who would end up hurting me in the end.
I am getting to a point, where I want to delete my Effing' Facebook account and quit my job, just to avoid all the drama. But then again, drama is my middle name.
Need to rest and forget about all this shit...
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