Tuesday, August 28, 2012

I want to sleep and I think these beds would be so freaking awesome to sleep in!!!


Cloud

Award winning designers David Koo and Zheng Yawei have come up with this revolutionary concept design. Using magnetic force the base will levitate a soft upper cushion. This physics-defying couch could be the perfect place to drift off into dreamland after a long day at work.




Concoon Bed

Wasserbetten has taken design to new intergalactic heights and touched the rings of Saturn with this amazing bed using innovative technology, and incorporating a Yacht design. This bed would actually feel more at home in space than the bedroom. It contains built-in surround sound, therapeutic lighting, water bed sound and a water mattress to simulate the weightlessness of space.





Ecotypic Bed

Designed by Arthur Xin this bed brings around the next generation of eco living/sleeping. Equipped with LEDs to help the plants grow, as well as speakers to play music that lull you to sleep, this bed also comes with its very own power-generating system. All activities such as weight lifting, in and around the bed are converted into energy, making it 100% eco-friendly. The main highlight of the bed is the integrated plants which are supported by a built in planter.




Hi-Can High Fidelity Canopy

Designed by Edoardo Carlino, this bed is the ultimate sleeper’s dream! Shaped like a metallic box, this elegant and visually stunning sleeping pod is (ironically) a full-fledged multimedia entertainment system! It includes a reading lamp, a sound system, games consoles, a HD projector and blinds that enclose you. From the comfort of your bed, you can control everything including your beds movement.





Saturday, August 11, 2012

RRR day 3

"When it rains, it's four." - Karlo Lador

Last night was the end of the third day and I realize that work is ever so close. Starting tomorrow, I am now putting a new perspective in working. I will just work and won't care about anything else and all the drama that happens around me. 

Anyways, the reason put the quote is because from the beginning of my leave until last night there have been four guys trying to be more than friends. I guess before I new I was friendly but maybe I'm going overboard with the whole Mr. Congeniality tag. Is there such a thing as being too friendly when at a bar. I guess it's fine as long as I don't use anyone or step on anyone, right?

I had been called a slut and a whore. I just answered back "I'm a bitch, wanna see how I am one?" I guess I just don't give a shit anymore. People always their own lucid view of me but they just have no idea. Judgmental and prejudice they just can't fathom that a person can be more than what they see when I go to bars. Losers!

Anyways, this was a totally relaxing 3 and a half days. I have totally recharged to face anything they throw at me tomorrow. The bitch is back. All I need now is to turn black. Hmmm... Could I rock that look?

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Just because I smile, doesn't mean that I'm okay.

"I don't regret anything that happened, but if I were given a chance to go back to the time we met, I would stay away." - Greg Torres

Sunday, June 3, 2012

One cause of stress down, but one major Stress causer still on going.

"The saying loving yourself should be your first priority, but it sure is hard to do especially when you really love someone else." - Greg Torres

I had recently joined a singing contest at a local Karaoke/Stand up comedy bar near where I live and it had just ended last night. During the competition I met a guy and started dating and now considered each other partners. However, due to MAJOR complications, we are unable to fully express our feelings for each other.

Since the two of us were in the same competition, we would usually be together. Don't get me wrong, I love him a lot but he has always had this, I don't want you to know my feelings kinda attitude which just keeps me hanging all the time.

I have been trying my best to stay happy and be supportive, but it is totally getting tiring. Imagine this, I'm telling him something and then he looks else where having all his focus on that. This makes me feel he isn't interested. When you ask him something that causes him to be a bit confrontational, he just smiles or changes the topic. And not even in a subtle way a very abrupt way, after an awkward pause.

Honestly, I don't think I deserve to be treated this way, but I don't want to give up.

Thursday, May 31, 2012

Mixed emotions

Sometimes no matter how complicated life is, it dumbfounds you and shows you how much more complicated it can get. - Greg Torres

I went to work as usual and having had a great night the last night I was kicked in the gut with all the complications. It feels that I had cancer and just wished I died. One of my dreams was to be happy with someone wanting to be together no matter what.

I tried even going against my mom about the whole situation. I can't really go in to detail with it but I am at the point that I would rather die than be here.

I hate how everything is going and here I am still trying to figure out how to make life worth while.

I really don't know how I'm feeling. I wish I could end it but I can't. It hurts so bad.

I feel like my heart has this heavy weight on it and it just won't find relief. Having the empty feeling might even make it worse...

Yes, I have mood swings but isn't that the thing? I try to hide feelings to just change the mood, however I can't be that way the whole time.

I'm used to being very honest with my feelings but now I feel I'm walking on eggshells and I can't show who  I really am. I want to be more of the happy partying person but I can't. Please, don't think I haven't tried. I HAVE which is why my moods change easily.

I wish he'd get that. I am so torn, ruined and broken over all the people that have tossed me around. I hate feeling this way and sometimes think that life would be better without him but I can't stand being away from him.

He knows I have work later but he doesn't care. I feel that other people are more better than me, more important. I feel that I'm one of his lesser priorities.

How can I be better? How do I get through this? How can I be okay?

I need to scream and shout this out but I need to cry this out too.

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

What's the point!!!

I went to KFC at Times Las Pinas at around 3am. I did this as my mom wasn't feeling well and I wanted to get her a twister. However, I when I got there, no one was at the counter where I waited for 5 minutes. I know how nice of me to do that right? In my mind I wanted to walk out, but I stopped myself as I really wanted to get my mom's treat.

Sunday, March 11, 2012

I didn't even get his name...

Last night was so freaking weird. I went out with a couple of friends, as they had an event at AUX music bar. The event was called Babylon night at Ibiza. It was cool as they had some models that were dancing with their shirts off... HOT...


Monday, February 20, 2012

Picker-uper

A friend of mine posted something on my facebook page and I loved it. This is why I'm posting it on all my accounts. I hope you all like it as much as I do.


Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Bad Dream or Vision of what is to come.

Last night, I dreamed of fighting with my head boss at the office and being replaced by some male MF who didn't know what intonation was. I felt this might have just been triggered by a company planner I had felt he didn't want to give me. This was a planner exclusive to Team Leaders and Trainers.


Saturday, January 7, 2012

First weekend of 2012

Currently, here at Calamba, Laguna at Private Pool the Family rented for the day. We got here at 6:00 and we will probably stay here til' 12 tomorrow. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

2012

Wow! What a year!


2011 ended so quickly and though we may think that it had gone to soon, others think that it's a chance to renew. Being given another year to pursue one's dreams, to make a difference, to go out and make something of themselves.