Just because I smile, doesn't mean that I'm okay.

"I don't regret anything that happened, but if I were given a chance to go back to the time we met, I would stay away." - Greg Torres

Lost and alone. Searching for something to remind me of who I am. Trying to work on being as emotionally stable as I can but this life had been a total car crash. 

Anger isn't there. Though I really wish it were for me to be better in coping with this situation. Sadness, Depression and fatigue has got me to where I am now. Lost walking around a city I used to love. Without a home, family and now a partner.

Being alone right now leads me to evaluate myself. Am I even worthy of being loved? Am I ever going to be loved? If so why hasn't someone really taken a chance to do so.